an emergency room is not an ideal place to sleep while you might not get beat up you might catch the flu or get arrested but sometimes you get to see the city in its an entirety a representative from all walks of life and we all stew in our vulnerability suddenly everyone hurts farts groans wails yells angers saddens and feels life in their gut like a cheese grater or wrecking ball if you’re on the gurney gunshot wound to the back easily a kid or a pregnant woman bleeding bad God’s credibility comes to question why did He allow this but my logic doesn’t go down that pussy route going nowhere i know that God is God with no need for anyone especially not someone the likes of me instead i wonder why that kid wasn’t at home at three in the morning was his mom turning tricks did he have a fight with his father or the bleeding woman with half a baby coming out her Oscar De La Renta ball gown while her husband’s wearing a Rolex what the hell is going on i wonder could i have prevented this how am i connected to these souls did i vote the right way did i pick the correct door my eyes dry out as i weep inside the x-ray room while they rearrange my arm loss is loss i feel inside my own insanity and so with dawn i’m finally gone and greet the sun upon the bridge while the train whistles blow as i turn to my left hoping that nothing else goes wrong for the ones left on the emergency room floor
I liked this but I don’t like that you are hurt or the hurt you saw in the emergency room. Hope you’re well otherwise.
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Thank you so much for your compassion friend. These are events that are far far away from me now. I am grateful to be alive today and grateful for my resilience. ❤✌
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Whew! BTW, I like how you change up your picture at times. you keep me wondering what’s next.
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I know lol keeps me wondering what else to do as well thank you friend
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Oddly, I grew up in a town by this name, many moons ago before my escape.
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Lol escape… do you sometimes yearn to go back if only for a few moments? Thanks for reading friend xo
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The thought has occurred from time to time but never long enough to urge serious considerations.
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Yeah there are those spaces too thanks for sharing friend xo
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I like your observations. Everyone is equal in the emergency room, suffering with their pain. “we all stew in our vulnerability”.
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So true friend thanks for reading
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Happy family.
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Hopefully it turn out well for them thank you for reading friend xo
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All in essence one family. I appreciate your caring beyond.
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