there is no hope you’ve broken it
the heart can only take so much
it seems
tears well but never leap over anymore
tears in the spirit of the soul continue
to follow jagged reality that they won’t be ever repaired
my hands shaking slightly more each night
infected by your deceitful stripes
blue white red from toe to head my lady
you’ve betrayed me
luring me with poisonous tongue
rusing me with my own guile
until i bleed my own blood from me
America you hurt me
America my vengeful mother
America you spit on me
you don’t want the People to be
stare me in my face
curse me when i needed you
to tell me i must carry out
the execution of my own
freedom by suicide of my
spirit’s conscience
there are no waves of warmth
or golden fields of life sustaining grain
only green mile slabs of shitted on concrete
for you to watch us dying
off the fat of the land
America the root of our starvation
America high on meth and ignorance
America call off your pharisees
that govern what should become of me
just shoot me at the foot of dawn
at least then Anubis would be there to greet me
America who do you love?
America i know who you hate
America we are both lost
and i could not let you go down alone
since my first American flag enamel pin
at Disneyland such a long time ago (was it just a dream)
my devotion to you and none other
the pledging every morning began
as i followed you like a pack of wolves
my Doris Day Huxtables Elvis America
ever so closely  America
you had me
then you let me go
America you beat me
you let my people shit on me
America you brainwashed me
through my nanny Hollywood
now i a dissenter infidel rogue
gypsy in my own land
your homicidal womb America
don’t forget
i your rotten fruit
has yet to be composted
by your deceitful self righteous hands
America, this a good bye
save your rehearsed tears
in spite, i will always love you