To the orderly behind the screen at the psych ward – Nancy Dunlop

We just blew inby way of catastrophe.Be kind, althoughyou’ve dealt with your shareof troublemakers. Your shareof trouble.Don’t treat uslike marine recruits.Heck, let us walk aroundin our pajamas without punishing us,relegating us to our rooms for notbeing compliant with rules of your private making.Be kind, although you might not beto avoid burnout. Although you mightbe burned […]

To the orderly behind the screen at the psych ward – Nancy Dunlop

My Ego Dies At The End – Lynn White

At the end I’ll be dust. Dust and flakes of skin and bonewrapped in long hair,teeth chatteringwith no voice.No sense of tasteor smell.No reason.At the endI’ll be impenetrable,anonymous,figmentsof myselfwith no self left,no Id, no Ego.All will dieat my end. Photo by Evie S. on Unsplash Lynn White lives in north Wales. Her work is influenced […]

My Ego Dies At The End – Lynn White

Love Still Finds Me – Kristin Kory

I am nowhere and love still finds me.⁣ On feather toes and gentle wind,⁣ it drops in.⁣ ⁣ It settles in the hollow,⁣ drowning out the echoes.⁣ Some of the echoes say your name.⁣ Some float away.⁣ ⁣ I wait outside the seawall, untangled and unshackled.⁣ I hold no phantoms hostage, swim away, swim away.⁣ […]

Love Still Finds Me – Kristin Kory

We the unhinged – Candice Louisa Daquin

Pretend otherwiseRooms steaming with women in towelsHair dripping, feet slick, thrum of lifeLet loose, voices shrill in gossipAre they talking about you? Are they pullingTheir vicious needles throughYour thin, thin skin, where no oneHas been, those secret corners within Time turns her unwashed skirts outThe sauna is set too high to see Faces melt behind […]

We the unhinged – Candice Louisa Daquin

struggling with love

ive reduced life to see and keep
watching those outside of me
wandering through the forests of the street
i wandering but knowing my truth
keeping in time with the breath of us
i walk watch look down and teach
myself to bury it all in
like the subway at five
the scents of dust and gasoline
transport me to my early youth and years
when primordial rules of procreation haunted my womb
but there were no takers in the battle
as nights unraveled in perplexity
and days ended in sullen tragedy
no options left amid the fields of nothingness
now a mother to my years i orphaned most of them
walking away from normalcy into the mouth of modern beast who struggles with love for me

Awake and Mostly Sober – Rachael Z. Ikins

what the hell?Dream vapor clings, fried egg reality. I blink pie crust from my eyes. Conscious and not high enough, I fumble through the utensil drawer for a joint. Finger joint, knuckle bone, fill the stock pot, migraine on simmer. Add mushrooms. Throw in an orphaned sock, a lost earring. Solo journey to technicolor awareness […]

Awake and Mostly Sober – Rachael Z. Ikins

Land of Enchantment – River Lucero

History hurts.They told us back in the day:whatever you do,don’t study history.You’ll see livesmisshapen, possiblymurmured in vastderangements ofyour own.You’ll see peoplegnawed by life;dreams sewn shut.(But you’ll also see the strange chemical languageof constellations shattered over the Kewa rez.The ancient stain of night in its diamondsplash and to breathe& sleep here is to breathe& sleep in […]

Land of Enchantment – River Lucero