it
could
go
either
way
no
heads
or
tails
this
time
i
will
walk
blindly

it
could
go
either
way
no
heads
or
tails
this
time
i
will
walk
blindly

freedom of the love
to open the heart as wide as hers
to shower the earth with golden light
some of us have given up
some of us will still get up
and some of us rejoice
with the hope all is well
just a few moments more

what is it like to sit in silence and hear the sounds of ocean waves playing
what is it like to face the sun and feel the wind cool and soft
what is it like to have lightness and to feel the colors of sea glass through my pores
and why is it that the dock doesnt move me to sleep and instead
i grip with my soul
afraid to drift away
between 3 and sunrise shift
my eyes stay wide open
aches of muscle and moments passed
regrets are very minimal
thoughts deftly switch from history
to your lips and how dry and harsh they were to me
then a statistic or two or three
will break the catatonia
my life stuffed into the thought of you only
brings to light that i have wasted precious time
i will wait silent
body heavy with living
my head yet holds up
with equal amounts of tears
just as many crooked smiles
your
Judas
kiss
on
Adam’s
lips