Westlake

at 5:37 p.m. the smell of
bacon and fabric softener
covers the neighborhood
like 4 a.m. London fog

so many lies and angers
and injustices and tears
and hungers and losses

in one city block
but the smiles, oh
those immutable smiles
and the hope in the paper sacks

dog shit by the fichus trees

is the city’s way of welcome

but the carnival in the hearts

and the corn fed regimes in mind

cannot and will not tear

them down

angst, terror and hate

has become a child’s game

the roses are not free

but they are in juan v’s

can along the window

rotten with defeat

it is no longer enough

to wave the right flags

blood sacrifice one son

to the blue coats and one the

the Vat

no we have become

smarter than you

and we will not

lay down to the east

or to the west

but resign to be

free in the window

in the door

in our spirit

and in the mind

to be 74

although the scratches on the record

add to the appeal of midcentury Americana,

i don’t believe the boy at the counter

gave me correct change.

the fact that my perfume is from S.H.Kress

across the street, but the gangrene on my leg

cannot be hid by pheromones alone.

the stench is likened to war.

but that is not the fact.

the one good leg danced the Tennessee Waltz

when it was good, the bad leg was bad

from the beginning.

the root, the marrow, the veins,

the sinews all of it; rotten

all over. i wear pearls and smile

at the wrong time and in the wrongest of place.

Buddy Clark in my head,

i saw Treasure of Sierra Madre

merely to see Bogey again

on Los Angeles Street before

the nuclear heat pushes me down

518

i remember being young in times of war

being old today is still turmoil

trapped between the edge of ancientness and gigabytes

marching down any street of l.a.

i imagine what might have happened to you

Chiapas was a foggy land and in the mouths

of studious warriors

seventh and broadway was too

being here in this downtown forest of wires

the hunger in the soul after 85,000 days of fasting is

breast fed at Clifton’s nook

carousels of irony in theater views

lobbies full of revoltless revolution

my nome de guerre you ask?

i have not one by incidental quiet rage

delegado cero

donde esta usted?

i saw your mirror on a caricature tagged up wall

alla por la sunset

Tlatelolco massacre

is a $3.50 tropical drink at grand central bars

delegado will i find you at the corner?

will i find you in a  heart?

as i tread upon my gum stained pavements