inconsequential

mbrazfieldm (c) 2025

“Now cracks a noble heart. Good night sweet prince:  And flights of angels sing thee to thy rest!” -Horatio-

with morning tied to her hem a silent dirge twinkles and spits out melancholy
have you held new born death in your hand
written down the time it came
at every moment locked eye with its void
shook your head at the quest for why
with the years death has softened with me
its sting dulls and calms down
as does a drowsy baby’s cry
just enough to hear the seeping of tears
the stones lucid now sit deep in the stomach
as to not allow grief to drag me away
the intention was to keep demise at bay
these hands have yet to hold cold death
the eyes have had their fill however
have you ever had to behold the violence
the hatred of ignorant minds
or race through mine fields of denial
excommunication and exile
a consequence for lefting their ‘rights’
this pain this isolation is the stain
an old wise pirate said only death is certain
with these bones i wander chaos underbelly
in the land where no one survives
the flesh and chosen unintelligible senses
continue to twitch and beg for forgiveness
the unwanted passport to do it all again

generic chp 11

she called herself Magda she had eyes deep tawny green like a bamboo forest the skin around them sagged like the last morsels of dried cocoon from an emerging Monarch she whispered into my face her breath sour like piss and beer and roses cheap potpurri she taxed me with guessing her age my mind trembling i smiled and raised my 10 fingers gesturing three times Magda was tickled so much so that she asked the two weird sisters in her head if I could live with them she was ageless her face wrinkled like an old walnut at the bottom of the bin cheeks rouged brick red lips purple brows rubbed off in time by constant fists and bumps Magda looks across Vermont Ave the pigeons coo in echo

a pleasant surprise

no thoughts
dry mouth
moist eyes
palms cold
heart throbs
feet tired
twisted back
fingers stiff
lips cut
throat silent
nails bit
legs bruised
arms cramped
nose stuffed
pockets empty
faith teeters
breath gone
stomach knotted
ass worn
scabby knuckles
piling bills
soul dead
spirit fleeting
the you
with cat

mbrazfieldm (c) 2023
four birds of the apocalypse
mixed media

*if you look closely you can see Buk’s ghost

sound bites

mbrazfield (c) 2023

night how it’s been
the day heavy boots
up and the opposite of
looking in i smile
burning belly veins thirst
universe aglow hate rage
animals howl at nothing
peace deflates across rivers
city sidewalk why pity
begging bowls super size
city hall loose wires
Roscoe’s chicken and waffles
underpass floods over again
cell phone magistrates complain
power ball alive again
saints of Hoover dead
united in division war

high voltage

mbrazfield (c) 2021

let us praise sweet baby Jesus
for this liver of mine
these combat boots circa 1989
the fuck you nose in the air Lost Angelina flair
thank my lucky stars for me growing up between the nickel and old school Hollywood
i like a mold among the sparkly tinsel glow of all of those who have come and gone
but i am still here, ha!
and to the goodness let us thank you too for gifting me the shadows of Bukowski’s foot steps his words and his bungalows over on the east side
thank you universe for allowing me the courage or something to taunt my teachers with the scratching of my internal she balls
and my mohawk and knee scabs after countless drunken skateboard falls while attempting to take a calculus test
thank you God for the life You have let me have and the free will to let me feel the punching caresses of the days gone by