freedom of the love
to open the heart as wide as hers
to shower the earth with golden light
some of us have given up
some of us will still get up
and some of us rejoice
with the hope all is well
just a few moments more

freedom of the love
to open the heart as wide as hers
to shower the earth with golden light
some of us have given up
some of us will still get up
and some of us rejoice
with the hope all is well
just a few moments more
insomnia hello
i see you brought thoughts to me
gush into the head
fear primordial
followed me from Eden’s cast
with children untamed
the screaming screens light
canopy of lies oozing
sullying frail life
as you turn away
subtle twilight engulfs me
rebirth awaits there
pine table size 3 wine toned Mary Jane’s from Roebucks and Sears
chair aged and rubbed faded in all the places Sherlock Holmes would investigate
faded Levi jeans holed at the knees fixed with a Wonder Woman patch
Tupperware plate off beat psychedelic green and she sipped her hootch from fine bone China
blue eyes to me liver and onions gold chains on her cleavage and one scrambled egg on her rye toast and butter
Starsky and Hutch were fixin’ to start and those damned brussel sprouts between me and the screen
then the neighbor comes by and they both lose their minds over some CBS scandal
now is my chance i run to the trash flip up the flap and in goes the midget cabbage
and i watched my whole show practiced the Huggy Bear victory stroll while celebrating my four year old courage
you/so what is the problem now
me/ nothing
you/your father is worried
me/hmmm… i haven’t seen him in three weeks
you/the school district is thinking of recommending a level 12
me/i don’t wanna go
you/it’s for your protection
me/all the shit i needed protection from has already happened
you/ why are you angry
me/why not
you/do you think sarcasm will help you
me/i’m not asking it to
you/your psych tests show you’re very smart
me/i’m a girl
you/(smile)
me/so… are you charging me or what
you/what’s the rush
me/you bore me
you/you made the driver crash his car
me/how do you figure that i was just crossing the street he ran the stop sign thinking i would suck his dick
you/now is that language necessary
me/i’m talking the way you boys do
you/he says you ran toward his car
me/i did not i was crossing the street J-walking to be perfectly honest
you/so you’re saying he was trying to kidnap you
me/no you’re saying that
you/enlighten me
me/he sped up as i was getting on the curb he thought i was a hooker
you/hmmm…are you sure
me/look i didn’t total a car so i really don’t care what you think or believe
you/your dad is worried about you he thinks you’re doing drugs
me/i know he’s doing drugs and more
you/you’re so young why so much hate and rage
me/(smile)
you/well
me/i’m cool man
you/maybe you need to go to juvey for a while
me/on what charge
you/(silent glare)
me/was my mom called
you/she told the principal to call your father
me/(knot in throat) cool
you/the driver wants to press charges
me/that’s fine
you/do you care about anything
me/sure i’d like to visit Bora Bora someday and i love NASA
you/you’re a piece of work
receptionist/the parent said he’s not dealing with this to call the mother
you/were going downtown kid
me/(knot in throat) may i request a copy of “The Catcher in the Rye”
you/(silent glare)
where did the blue birds go across the fields salty and gray the dream doesn’t end in it are old poles if you put your ear close enough you can hear the screams of time and perhaps a feather and a sliver of grace caught between the splinters in the east rusty dust rises from the Virginias i sense that my feet were black made so by the Greatness of my Sky Master but more because my great pawpaw owed his liver to the company store where can i find the mercury in my eyes shine into the night late strolling on Fairfax no sales on the Sabbath ill take the bagel extra cream cheese but can i pass on the smoked fish at the bus top where i like to sit Jimmy Kimmel on the script while me and furloughed Gabriel with the shiny twilight wings sit across the street and watch the ghouls worship the place where Tate Folger supped their last and watch the men of Sharrei Tefila pray and dance around in circles of the gates my Thai iced tea has become watery continental long necked girl all round dumb mouths talk at you about the triple X vegan doner kebob so just sit and fly watch it go by fire by night but where
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timid
green
eyed child
limp wheat hair
falls wet in the cold
rain tucked safe outside while the fire of
hate rages inside the walls of your land tenderly wilting all hopes away
a woman red hair blue suit white badge warped picture no passion picks you up silently both walk down the pebbled
path by the time Wilshire Blvd. is reached the bird nest is out of sight and you mature again manila files County words where are the crayons and Raggedy Anns pink Buster Browns forgotten
the clouds bright against tan butcher paper sad faces for the judge of the cages in my heart smile we must
fire suffocated unhappiness averted for a night or two little bird strains away
to reach those pink pebbles and pumpernickel bread
Canter’s chicken soup mummy’s black
eye gone for
now both
conditionally
freed
the tenderness in your folds
the secrets that you keep
the closets where i hid
to get away from him
the cinnamon babkas tickled my tongue
while your eyes smiled to hear me
mis-pronounce chicken schnitzel
through my missing front teeth