they too tumultuous for the human skin in the concrete castles of their heritage across seas and spirits children of the mental Gypsy of the skies buried standing up because of the way it had to be they modern ancients blood slow blue for bruising not for nothing else pain deep from marrow bone deafening in the soul of future fruitlings scrubbing out a filthy spot that wickedly came anyway woe upon no one else but the dueling ‘archs’ and pass the wine for sobbing
rumination ii
to breathe
in your aura
the smell of your hair
the rough of your chest
peek a boo huff in your voice
the way you look down
to catch my breasts
in your hungry mouth
to breathe a past
and let it go
floating like ashes
when we were lovers
and we were kings
but time is not a lady
who waits for those who fear
of losing life
to breathe a future
where i am lost
without my lover
without my king
did you go away from me
to make me kneel
and see me bend
in the blackness of
night’s bitter drink
element
if the rust stained bones in my frame
were to ever get a chance again
to glide across the universe
look into Pandora’s jet white eyes
and smell the lighted stars
like people sniff the roses
my soul to keep i’d give away
to plug the holes
and pave new ways
for dusk to kiss the lonely hearts
for dawn to inter the bitter crop
from where my old roots are rotted
i’d be a renegade of love again
with bombs of ear drums
i would fight
to give a spot to everyone
in God’s angelic choir
if the sacred morning dew
can forgive me
for not being wide awake
in baptizing my sinful state
in the worldly river of life
reason being i was up all night
marching behind my sisters and brothers
blinded by the poisoned dark
with intent to guide them out
of their imposed upon madness
or if the maidens of the light
would prefer to bring me back
i would want to be
a lightning bolt
looking to correct
the wicked negatives of the cold hard ground
with the positives in the celestial clouds
to quench the crops of kindness
that are drying out
yet in all honesty
i’d be more than content
to come back as a rainbow colored bubble
making some kid laugh
half hearted
violet sky soft feather wind
on shore at the foot of the valley
cactus tufts where birds will nest
upon the arrival of the spring
i like the granules of sand
monochromatic browns and blacks
the tiny pebbles silent lay
in them frozen codes of time
and how i got to be here
in a universe so universal
bowing my head
mantra in brain
sacred sounds surround the plains
my thoughts interrupted
as a dusty Slurpee cup blows by
let me count the ways

life you have this annoying way of walking by as i’m trying to see a point of view prescribed by a cold and sterile man
take today for instance i’m just whistling by on my way to the corners pungent with wet filth and frothy with human madness
every prophet will eventually go back to her house yet i am neither saint nor prophet but just a sinner looking for faith
here in front of me stands the place where we yes you my soul conscience and mind dwindled childhood away waiting for the unknown without fear bloated with arrogance
the purge
get lost
Love
away with you
i’ve packed your bags
your cab is called
get the fuck out of my way
let me place
my bourbon on this table
and no i don’t use your coasters
i’m done with you
i refuse to wait
no more a fool
my time is out
for years and years
and seven fold
i crawled on knees
i soiled my soul
for you to hold me
i yearned for you
i cried for you
i died for you
so many many times
and in the darkest times
when i thought you cared
you tricked me
with a warm hand
a kind lie
or a fake kiss
i ran away
and groveled
and that one time
a torrid past
with three or four
i shared your bed
thinking i was special
but now i’m grown
and have found
a better lover
he’s cold and dull
and never calls
but never yells
or hits or tells
me how imperfect i am
i adore him
the only loyal one
Solitude
reading Oscar Zeta at the park
sand sifts time valleys blue sound boom traveled since a day before creation the key to who i am at the heat level gamma ray infra black sultana of defiance pigs are rarely ever pink but they always seems to think and they do fly in their communal memory did me know that opposites detract on the sidewalk chalk does not point to the killers as they always wrote in plumes
montagne au repos

there her spirit rests
rays of silver reaching out
her face gleams in peace
vulnerable
hey it rains
at 2 a.m.
and for some
reason i think
about you love
what are you
you are what
i feel you
to be in that dark corner
hiding behind dust bunnies
from when he last opened the door
and left me
recusants you and i

night drive slow speed
body tired windows bleed
city light a million times
soul sucker dynamite
blare the sin out from below
steel cold brick you sunk me
my fingers crooked now
with the countdown of this town
but don’t underestimate
the heart mine least of all
look me in the silence of that eye
i dare you to deny
that after you’ve torn
us both down
spit on our ancient right
that a tree of force will not emerge
from where my human blood’s been shed
from where my love everlasting powerful
and pure will for all of time
triumph over you
and our perversions