for the most part
this Spring has been bland
the honeysuckle doesn’t woo me
the curiosity has dried from my heart i don’t read how i used to
Bad Brains or the good Reverend Horton Heat don’t sound to me like they used to way back when
there is an apostate strand of DNA to the right of my interior
the witching hour sticks at me like when Ladd Jr soccer kicked a wasps nest
i’m weak and can’t believe anymore my demons know they’re close to laughing last
my molars are ground down tear ducts parched i don’t have mercy for me
God i can’t feel You next to me how lost i feel tonight
there is a world that got away the war is done but i’m still trapped in this fucking battle
numb and cursed moss eyed doe i think i’ve plucked my own eye out
perhaps it’s just nature and my time has come to grow a beard
perhaps Noemi has gone away her angel’s don’t sit and play poker smoking big cigars like she said
it’s 4:37 am
no one wants me nor do they wish me anything any which way
click
strike
lit
gurgle
pour
clink
suck
blow
gulp
there’s an Aztec sunrise ceremony on channel 2
my belief in magic’s gone
words less spoken 
Hey! I am listening
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What’s it saying friend? Thanks for visiting 🙂
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It’s saying that you’re struggling… what can I do?
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Pray for me friend xo
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I am
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Best gift ever friend thank you all blessings unto you
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Always. I think the poem I just shared might offer some solace through a connection saying you are not alone. I don’t know, I may just be full of shit, but it always helped me to know there were other people fighting to get through the night. Like an army of kindred spirits fighting the demons together if separately
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Very true X
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I am here.
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For the record, once upon a time I was Sailor Poet and would share through my writing the struggles I was having as my life spun out of control. I just needed for someone to hear me, and many here did. It helped me survive that, especially when my struggles became more than I could bear on my own. I am grateful for many of the people you see me touting on go dog go and at my own blog… they were there for me.
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I see that trust me the love does not go unnoticed 🙂 its butterforkingsoopful beautiful. Thank you Stephen 🙂
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🤓🙏🙏🙏🤓
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Everything will be alright. Don’t lose hope.
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Thank you friend xo
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xo
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What is it about pain and writing- this was so well spoken, heartbreaking – I hope you are okay.
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Thank you friend I’m blessed and hanging on. All blessings your way. Thanks for reading and visiting xo
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