would it make life easier for you if i said outloud what i’d rather just share with you
would it make you a bigger man if i would publish all of my missteps and ineptitudes
do you deserve to know how much you mean to me the tears i’ve shed the drugs i dared to impress you
do you care about my thoughts my feelings my decrees or what i see around this word
if what you want is to fuck and bolt pretend that there was nothing wrong
if all you want is to get a title of renaissance man a golden plaque with gilded letters and pretty words
that’s not really me i’m now buried in a cold dark life locked in under the headstone you chiseled for me etched with nothing meaningful
words less spoken 
Time to break free?
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Deep 😢
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Ouch, powerful. Makes me think and reflect. Thank you.
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Thanks for reading and visiting friend. I’m not only pondering relationships but possibly also life and definitely some of my demons. xoxoxo
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Hits home for me, thanks for making me think. Ponder away, you’ve got some great insights and wonderful way of sharing them
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Thanks for sharing in my pondering friend xo
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